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ha ha ha ha ha, I'm sooo good in postings these days... I guess, there are few reasons for me not posting: it's a final week, exam week, so that's why I'm sooo busy and besides, no one realy reads my postings.
Well, I'm mostly doing it for myself, so in a couple of years I can read them and remember...

nothing much going on here... oh actually a lot! uf, I fogot that I'm in the relationships, I'm having a taught time in school, I'm loosing my friends, I'm stressed and angry most of the time, I eat a lot since my lend has ended, I can't control myself , my feelings, my brain, because of a lack of sleep, lack of rest and lack of communication, my tomatos are being not taken care because I have no time even formyself... well, I guess I should not be writing now, I should go and revise Spanish, because an exam is in an hour.

Oh, the main event is Nicky's visit :) she brought lots of nice memories with her and took my chocolate box for my 1st year. Well, someone needs to write letter in addition to that, otherwise I'll loose contact with them...

ok, gtg, hopefully be back soon and not in a month ;)

it was a while..

Funny, I have lots of free time to fill in the gaps and put smth in my blog, but as it ended up I have never written anything during the spring break which I spent in Fulton. Actually it was unexpected that I stayed in MO for the break and I really do regret about it, but life was not going to let me out of my small "2nd home"... would have never thought that I actually say that :S but it is true, that Westminster became my home. IT's been a YEAR!!!! crazy$#%@^
Whatever, on the level of my consiousness I have only 2 homes recorded: with my family, and with UWCs... So sad that some I can't make it for the reunion in Harward, it must be so much fun and good memories. Again $$ unfortunately stop my life from not being rediculous... Ehh, there is so much to say, to tell, to listen and to laugh about :) but my first year in WC is coming to end soon and I really hope I'll be home very soon (can't wait). Maybe I'm a bit homesick, maybe I'm a bit stress on Friday night while others are having fun, maybe I feel a bit lonely, or maybe I'm just tired... maybe... I should go and read Da Vinchi Code before I fall asleep. Good shit by the way, just wonder why does it make me sleepy while in reality I really enjoy it...
BTW, I've already mentioned a lot of time about the crazy Fulton weather,,, well it keep surprising now in a bit better way, coz it's summer over here and we are ready to swim and have sunbathes if we had an ocean or something like that.
Who ever reads this, I need an advice, wheather I should stay and work for a couple of weeks in Fulton during the May, right after the school, or shoud I do that in early August before the school??? I'm really confused and wonder what is better. Actually home is much better, but on the other hand I don't want to owe college anything be the beginning of next semester...
Yeap, now it's a bed time, time to visit my beautiful dream world, where everything is the way I make it. Love sleeping :P who doesn't ???